Even though the constant hold ups and long waits were annoying, I had a pretty good time :D Saw lots of friends, made many new ones, and I hope see them all at AC. Lots of pictures were taken, as usual... come on attention whore!... nah its just he fact a brightly colored coyote is wandering around. XD Lets not forget Skittle, the neon colored Saber cat, he probabaly out did me in the photos. *gasp* It was just heart warming seeing my suits out and about in the con. BIG change since last year. Many compliments about that. Thank you all for your kind words <3 It really means alot to me.

Soo besides all that mushy stuff, I was set in the pet Auction with Skittle! Sold as a Pair! For $200!! Highest sold pets. ^^ Our owner was Zephyr I think I spelt that right. He was really nice and fun to hang out with. He fed us Sushi, and look us on walks. XD Loved the boobsqueak-ah in Skittle, when everyone was squeaking it. Then Finally Balto showed up and we really had some fun in the dance and such. played around under some tables and goffed around all night.

But now I'm finally home. :D tired and cleaning ;_; then off to make more suits.

dood this meet up was sooo awesome! like we hit it up better than the lame ass fur-b-que. lol! we had like 9 suiters and 40+ peeps! uber fun! Even fursuit volley ball! Also my alter-ego was there XD All pretty normal people there, not typical furries lol. I <3ed it. More meets coming soon! :3

here are some pics








Other suiters left before group photos were taken ;_;

So I've been starting my little fursuit shop. I've made quite a few canines. actually thats all I have made. beside the one saber kitty in the works. anywho I finally got something way different. This Drex Otter! he really made me feel good about making other animals. Like I was worried it wasnt gonna look otter enough or like a bear. But today we put him all together and I just felt good. Here is Drex Otter

today has been a very good day. Especially with me having issues yesterday. Well its bright and sunny out and I've been listening to Linkin Park all day ^^I'm nearly finished with this otter fursuit :D and I might actually have time to make Skittle the most pimping saber cat! muahaha. but yeah I'm off to eat a poptart *noms*

I feel funny. like I cant move very quickly its hard to move my arms. like I have hardly any motor skillz to move my limbs around. typing feels funny. Like I can feeel my joints creak. I dont know. weird. urgh. I cant focus. I tried sewing the otter suit but sewing is weird. my arms shake and feel heavy. I almost know what its like to be old. I''m moving like my gramma. I'm not tired, but I feel the need to rest and move at the same time. I want do something but I cant. there is nothing. I'm having a really weird bad day type thing. I'm scared to stand up. I might fall. I dunno I felt the need to type this.

no I'm not on any drug.

well lately I've had this thing for the dead. Like Making Syber part zombie or something. you know? Like Somehow make a sparkle zombie dog. I think Syber looks really good with a bit of gore on her :D Right now I'm doodling up some pictures of her like this. I'll post them in a bit :p Just an idea. or blah. I've drawn her like this once before http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1986645/ anywho I'm like uber blah right now. Just woke up-ish. I cant even leave my bedroom... because well there is no other place to go. Drives me crazy sometimes.

well tomorrow will be anyways. lol SO tomorrow me and Balto will be attempting to go to the fabric district in LA... I hope I dont spend too much. lol I have a few things on my list to get. but I am a terrible impulse buyer. XD Then after that I'm gonna to see Omi and chill a bit since we'll be up in the area.

Saturday is fursuit bowling.In Lakewood CA. Not too far for me. Only an hours drive. Better than 2 to see Lucky XD. I miss AZ. So, I'm not sure if I wanta wear Syber or Azure... decisions lol prolly Syber as usual. meh, Syber is more.. child friendly. Friends will be there too ^^ Anji, and Tarah. Plenty more too. ^^

I made a journal because Balto has epic gas!!! yes! He ate too much peanutbutter cookies and fag water.... shame. I think my nose is gonna burn off!!!Oh well that means I cant smell stinky furries at cons and meets. hahaha!!

Speaking of cons! I will be attending Califur!! I dont think Balto will. I will have atleast 8! yes 8 of my suits running around there! Drex, Omi, Jello, Massacre Mouse, Skittle, Sirod, Syber, and Azure. I know I will be a bust yote this month. Then we both should be attending Anthrocon ^^ Not sure on how many suits will be there yet. I'll update later :3 Then finally Balto's fav Rainfurrest. I'm excited about this one. I heard its a pretty place ^^ OH and a possibility the one in Washington. I gotta talk to some peeps first before I make that final.

Well I g2g I gotta make a white dragon body, and a yellow poofy head. laterz

is emo...

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I saw Donnie Darko for the first time.. I really cant believe I havent seen it yet.. I might have to say its my favorite movies... Really got to me.. I now own the soundtrack.. to my life XD haha!! anywho I'll go follow my rabbit.

I finally got attacked, which was entertaining. but meh.

SO my parents asked me to move out the other day.. so I have to give up may car... because I cant pay for it anymore. oh poo. So I'm gonna move to Cali carless again. Moving in with ym bf. Hes pretty awesome :D well life suck with that all on my back.. open for fursuit commissions btw.

YES!!! I finally found MTV2 again!! I though the channel was canceled or something! SO I was so happy to watch Wildboys today :d I juve love Chris and Steve-o <3<3 my heros. Like seriously! These ALWAYS put a smile on my face ^_^ All through HS they were the start of many interesting conversations and pictures XD ahhhh ligerback Mt. That was a good picture. I'll upload the epic picture if I can get Garrett to let me borrow it. That weirdo ALWAYS carries it in his wallet. Atleast I know he carries some part of me with him lol. So today I'm happily watching this awesome show. My fav episode was when they're on the Komodo Island and they're in corny suit of armor poking at the dragons XD

these past days have been awesome! Been chilling with Twitch and Gutz. creating chaos in tucson.

Going to Phoenix for Pawseome, gonna be fun I hope ^^ though I'm gonna hate the 2 hour drive.

I think I'm gonna start posting here often, and let it be my emo pit XD I'll be happy happy joy joy now :D

FC was uber fun. hopefully by another I con get some suits from other makers and not be annoying Syber all day.

here I am :3

yeah sorry all my posts are either lovey or emo. But gawd its emo today. I feel like I'm gonna puke my guts out. I fucking miss him but its fucked up that I still do. All he ever does is shit on me and I beg for him to be my friend. I hate fuckign relationships sometimes. I supposted to be over this guy and all I ever do it cram my feelings in a hole that I burnt in my heart. I hate myself for this. I need to start loving the right people, but its so hard to stop loving someone you were IN love with. then I fucked up my relationship with my best friend. The only person I knew I could run to. Now I'm like sure he's gonna leave me for ever. Why do I manage to lose the closest people to me. I'm such a shitty person.

I've been so depressed lately this year, all the shit that has happened to me. Like alot of shit. It just kept getting worse and worse. Nothign was working out when I was trying my hardest. Then I met the most wonderful guy. Balto he really saved me from the pit I was falling in. I took his hand then he pulled me out. Now I'm attached like Koala to him and he acts just the same. We're both kinda pathetic. lol. Wish I wasn't moving now ;_;